What I ate:
For the past few days I haven’t been hungry much in the evenings. That’s actually a great thing for me because in the past nighttime cravings have been my downfall. I continue to work out every night with my boyfriend doing P90X so that’s been great too.
]]>Day 5 I ate:
Green smoothie with spinach, 2 bananas, frozen mango, and frozen blueberries
3/4 cup of raw walnuts
Large salad with olives, carrots, romaine, sunflower seeds, mushrooms, and olive oil
1 banana
Large salad with walnuts and olive oil
Day 5 Weight: 182.5
Today so far I’ve just had my morning green smoothie. Today I added Kale to the mix of regular ingredients that I use wanting more dark greens. It was a lil “wheatgrass”-ish, but not that strong. It was very very green. LOL.
I weight myself everyday when I wake up and this morning the scale said 181.5. So, so far I’m losing about .5 to 1 pound each day. I’m sure that has a lot to do with the drastic reduction of calories. You have to understand…I was eating a LOT of sugar. My meals were fairly healthy but I was a chocolate and ice cream addict with a habit of overeating and binging out on sugar at least 3 times a week or more. I could go through 1300 in one evening with burgers and a pint of Ben and Jerry’s on top of what I had for breakfast and lunch. So, I’m sure it’s a shock to the system…but a good shock.
Yesterday I went to the grocery store to get Kale and Spinach and I felt weird but not very tempted. I would catch myself looking at some cooked familiar friend and then realize…I don’t want that…I want freedom. I’m not willing to trade the freedom of weight loss. I’m not willing to trade in the freedom of not worrying and fretting over what I’m going to eat. I’m not willing to start the bumpy ride of self hate base on eating bad things and beating myself up. I’m Free and I won’t be a slave to my habits or my stomach. I’m free.
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